****WARNING: This post is for mature audiences. 18 Years+ only****
Way back in the day I watched youtube sex videos, when they still had good sex videos on youtube. Usually they were real life couples having sex for the camera. I don’t know if they just liked knowing people were watching them or what, but I went through a period of time where I was hooked on them.
Now, this may sound weird to you and maybe a little perverted but I liked watching how they kissed. In most pornos the couple rarely kisses and when they do it’s only in the beginning to start the show. Real couples kiss a lot and it turns me on. The intimacy and loving touches they give each other, I liked that.
Some women read romance novels to get that feeling that may be missing in their life or just because they are horney, well I do that with these videos.
There was one couple who had a conversation before the act. I don’t know if they didn’t realize the camera was running or they forgot to edit it out as I don’t think they meant for it to be apart of the video. They talked about their fantasy. His was to be watched, hence the camera. She would just nod her head and tell him what ever was his fantasy that was her fantasy too. He refused to accept that she didn’t fantasize about anything.
She kept reassuring him that she didn’t really have a fantasy. Finally after he asked lots of questions she broke down in tears. She was always afraid to admit her fantasy. In her eyes her fantasy was sick and she thought he would love her less if he knew. Her fantasy was to be slapped during sex. To be handled roughly, hair pulled almost like she was being attacked.
Her husband took a minute to let all this sink in before taking a deep breath and giving her the sweetest smile and kissing her gently on the lips. The next thing he did was grab her by her hair and drag her to the bed to give her the fantasy she wanted. I could tell, as he winced before hitting her, it was not what he wanted but he did it because he loved her. It was one the hardest and sweetest things I have ever seen.
This is the big guns. Not making Alexander watch porn or hitting him, but finding out his fantasy and then giving it to him whether I like it or not. For a man who has only seen life as suffocating and something to be afraid of, he needs someone to slowly break him out of his shell. The women he paid were used to men who gave the orders and probably liked things rough or out of the ordinary. They were not used to a man who needed some guidance and a gentle touch.
“Where is your bedroom?” I ask as I stand and give him a hand off the floor. Once he is standing he threads his fingers into mine as he pulls me from the dining room.
“It’s down here.” He guides me past several closed doors. The hallway has white wainscoating on the lower wall while a dark gray takes up the top half. Paintings covering almost every available inch of gray. At the end of the hall we make a left into an large sized room, yet the ceiling is quite high and I realize that overhead are skylights. There is a large bed with simple beige and white bedding and a tan leather headboard. Behind the bed the wall is covered in large slate tiles and on either side of the tiles is a tall window with sheer tan drapes. The side walls are lined with closets with long cream doors, inlaid with bamboo. While the wall closest to us, where we came in has a fireplace in the corner with a small seating area in front and bookshelves lining the wall.
“Wow.” I say as I take in the masculine simplicity of the room. The colors and patterns are simple, but that just makes it so stunning.
I let go of his hands, run to his bed and flop down face first with an umph. Rolling onto my side I look over to see him watching me and laughing.
“Take your pants off Alexander and join me in bed.” I pat the spot next to me.
He is hesitant but complies with my request. I watch as he peels off jeans while his gaze drinks me in and his black boxer briefs still gripping his body. I raise my eyebrow as if to say, ‘all of it’ to him. He nods and a moment later the most gorgeous man with the body of a god is strolling toward me and crawling next to me in bed. He leans back on his forearms and spreads his legs.
I run my hand along his thigh, lazily exploring his body. When I get to his cock I see it start to thicken so I run my fingers along the veins as they begin to throb.
“Did they ever touch you Alexander? The women. Did they touch you as they touched themselves?” I glance up at his face to see him shake his head as he clenches his teeth. He likes what I am doing but I am not so naive for the uncertainty in his eyes to go unnoticed.
“If you wish me to stop touching you just let me know.”
“No. Don’t stop. I like it. Perhaps it was them. I didn’t feel for them as I do you.”
I bring my lips down to his thigh and start to kiss him as my fingers curl around his growing penis.
“What do you think about when you come Alexander?”
I keep my gaze focused down as I strengthen my grip and massage his cock.
“You.” He moans the word.
“What am I doing Alexander when you think about me?”
I roll in between his legs and push them apart. My fingers graze his tip to use the pre-cum to slicken his member as I dart my tongue out to flick his balls. Looking up his face contorted into pain, erotic pain.
“I...uh...think about you fucking yourself for me. Oh god this feels good!”
He lets out a deep groan as I suck both of his balls into my mouth while swirling my tongue around them. Glancing up I see his head has fallen back. I release him from my mouth but bring my hand up to take over.
“What are you thinking about right now Alexander?”
His head lifts at my words and his face is slack from pleasure.
“I am thinking that while you are doing this to me you are touching yourself. You are so turned on you can’t help it.”
I smile up at him and shift my weight so I am seated on my knees between his legs. Bending down I dart my tongue out and swirl it over the tip of his cock. I slide it up and down the sides a few times before sucking all of him into my mouth. What doesn’t make it inside, my hand takes over.
“Oh god Aria!” Alexander cries out and I feel him shift as his hand goes into my hair. He tugs and tugs some more, but I refuse to lift off of him.
“I can’t...I can’t come that way. Oh fuck!”
I know he won’t. I don’t think I have some magical mouth with an epic tongue and Hoover like suction. Nor do I believe because this is some fate match, something written in the stars, that our passion will conquer his issues instantly. Just as he teased me, I too am teasing him.
His hips start to gyrate and I know he is ready. I lift up onto my knees, never letting him go and straddle him, pushing my sex to his.
I continue to massage his penis as I grind myself into him. Before long I feel the pressure begin to build. I bring my hand up to my breast and pinch my nipple between my finger. I lift my gaze to see Alexander’s nostrils flaring as he reaches for my other breast.
I can feel my climax stir as the more I pull on his cock the more it brushes my clit. My sex clenches as I hear him say, “You are incredibly sexy Aria. I think I’m going to come.”
I wrap both hands around his member and before I know it I unravel, my head falling back as my second orgasm of the evening ravages my body.
A firm squeeze of my breast brings me back and I raise my head to see Alexander stiffen as he releases over his stomach.
I admit that men do not look good when they orgasm. Most men hide their face in my neck or their head falls back so I can’t get a good look at their face, but the few I have seen startled me to say the least. Even the sex videos I watch the men do not look attractive coming. I heard Chris Rock make some jokes once about how ugly guys are when they come.
Women look good, sensual, when they orgasm. I have seen them on the youtube videos, so I know. But men, I don’t know what happened there. It’s like God decided when he created men, “I will give you all the power, tremendous strength and the ability to learn from your mistakes but there has to be something to offset that. Something that is unappealing about you. Um...I know. When you orgasm you will look like a cow giving birth.”
But Alexander looks incredible, like he is seeing something beautiful for the first time. My breath hitches as I watch him. There is an ache in my chest and wonder for a moment if I am having a heart attack.
His chest is rapidly rising and falling as his eyes watch me, his smile infectious.
“Did you hurt your arm Aria?” Alexander looks at me in concern.
“You keep rubbing your arm and flexing your hand.”
I giggle and shake my head.
“No, I just thought I was having a heart attack for a second. I wanted to make sure my left arm wasn’t numb or tingling. Everything seems fine, just a powerful orgasm I guess.”
I crawl off him and grab a tissue from his pale wooden nightstand and hand it over to him. He cleans up and throws the tissue away and I come over to curl up beside him. Alexander pulls me up and begins to kiss me.
“Thank you Aria. I didn’t imagine I could do that with you.”
I smile and keep giving him little kisses all over his face.
“I think it may take some time but eventually you will be able to do everything with me.”
My heart flutters at the thought and I wonder why I am so happy about spending time with him in the future. It must be the possibility of all the sex.
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